wouldn't it be nice if we were older, then we wouldn't have to wait so long.

days til mexico: 9

single digit.

i spent a wonderful day with kandis. it was our last day just the two of us. we went in service, and shopping, and for dinner. it was absolutely fabulous. i love that girl. i made her try on a wedding dress so i could come to terms with her impending marriage (which i am going to miss... *heart breaking*). she looked gorgeous, of course. it made me tear up, if the truth must be told. i can be a sentimental fool at times, it seems. and dinner was great... especially the conversation. and that had to be pretty darn good to compete with the incredible food we enjoyed. i love intelligent, spiritual conversations with people i love. they restore my faith in people, and reassure my fears about my friends. i just want what's best for them, like any friend. and the best is serving Jehovah, to the best of their ability and circumstance. and to hear their goals and plans, not just including, but focussing on their spirituality... well, it makes me grin like a fool.

i'm kinda motherly with my friends... i think it stems from the control freakishness.